Whatever you want.

laa. mi bedek, iqah ask him to make me wait.
haha.

at tat point of time me n him were msging fathin.
fathin, i have
no idea wat he msg u.
cos die delete it ah..
haha..
i bet its abt Qams.

den suddenly he received msg from tisha.
rabak eh mi org nk bace g delete.
tak pe2. gini mcm.hhmm :(
ouh nw i noe y mi delete.a surprise for me kn.

haha

den i say i wan go home, so we parted ways n went home.

as usual under my block gt the sec 5s.

i just walk ah.

den suddenly, i heard sme1 called me.

"tisha!!" i show her a thumbs up.
i went to her.
i pulled me to one corner.
den she passed me this box n a card.

she cried.
i panic of cos.
i dun have any idea y she cried.
wat did i do?
i called her bf n ask him why.
she sat by the staircase.
i chat wif her for a moment.
mata satu merah satu putih seh sha.
haha

under my block the sec 5 sang me
my bdae song,
thnk u soo much..
haha..thnks mun,fattah,ratno,zam.
nyanyi lain kali tk ya kuat2.
paiseh seh.

thnks for the bdae msg wishes from:
fahmi
tisha
syaz
arvin
mum
fiqri
shifah
fattah
helmi
zam
nadrah
bdae msges from them.

n of cos my classmates, my adik angkats
for the presents, n wishes..
thnk a lot

so i went to tisha.
i read the card she pass me.
she was guilty.
cos on my bdae, she didnt wish me
n left me just like tat.
she felt bad.

haha tau pon..
joking2.
its nt ur fault la.
i noe u were nt in a gd mood at tat time.

beb, thnks a lot eh.
i wont forget u.
8 yrs of friendship still strong.
remember i always be there 4 u.
keep on smiling n no more fighting.
fulfill this bdae wish of mine,
no more quarreling,study hard n smile,
n take care of urself.
love ya.

im gonna give her sth

tat is memorable.

i wont forget

noor athishah bte rusli.

after all my bdae turns up to be a gd day!

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Friday, September 26, 2008

Title :
Time : 8:34:00 PM

today my BIRTHDAE.
finally im SIXTEEN.
eventhough its my day. i jus cant make
myself happy.

im still sad abt ytd incident.
the whole night i txt tisha n mi,
i fear, scared....
cries..

haish.. my dad gave me a box of
FERRERO ROCHER. terima kasih ya.
thnks to all my friends for the wishes n gifts.
appreciate it alot.

thnks for making me smile for a while.
n sorrie if ur plan tk menjadi
bcos of me.

wat a terrible day i had on my bdae.
its nt bcos of my galfrens n guyfrens,
they are wonderful ppl.
n i love them lots.

today seems
to be very hurtful n sad.

enuf abt tat.

art we learn watercolour!!
huhu fun2.

i have this song to dedicate to my
galfrens n guyfrens.

superhuman by chrisbrown.
gfs n bfs listen to tat.
rangers especially!!
thnks for ur love n care.

u guys are my superhuman.

u changed my whole life....!!

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Title :
Time : 10:16:00 PM

lesson was damn bored.
shes absent
wah phy teruk. haiyo
i just kept quiet je ah.
puase kene sabar.

at night went night study for maths
wif ms ang.
haha ur wish is fulfill.

tapi mcm nt fair.
i thought its suppose to be my treat.
nvm one day my turn k?
insyallah.

ytd rangers chat was fun.
haha the ending part was craps
wen im gg offline..
haha..

at last i get to break fast wif my bestfriends.

haha last year beb.

weiiii 3 hari lagi!

n im gonna be sixteen. :)

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Monday, September 22, 2008

Title : his birthdae
Time : 9:16:00 PM

today marks my bestest guyfriend
BIRTHDAE.
happie 16th birthdae FAHMI.
haha.

sorie eh no presents.
but its the thought tat counts rite?
so fathin, haha i msg him first than u.
haha..
12am sharp seh. haha
semangat kan diy.

he let me read the birthdae msg fathin send him.
haha mcm2 eh fathin..
went to school wif birthdae boy!
hahah.

school as per normal.
cikgu azizah class kept me awake ah seh.
laugh2. funny sei.

ART OVER!

after school came up wif a plan to
celebrate his bdae.
haha..
unfortunately, i cant make it.
i just plan it. haiyo..
sedih kan.
but at least he told me he had fun wif his members.

he appreciate it seh.. huhu..
aniways to his members, he told me
tat he wanted to cry. haha
he cant believe seh u guys willing to celebrate his
birthdae. so touching sehh..
n this is his BEST BIRTHDAE EVER!

haha..soo sweet kan.
sorry mi, cant make it.
i onli help to plan. at least u had fun kan :)
tmr k? kite date? hahaha
no luhh.. kidding2.
awwwww..

he nvr failed to make me smile:)

ur stupid qns, make me noe more abt u.

cant b the happiest girl w/o

my girlfriend n my guyfriends!

they are loved:)

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Title :
Time : 9:30:00 PM

Coursework DONE!!!
WEEHHOOO.!

no more late night stay in school just
for ART!
no more
gettiing lectures,
scolding,
stress,
cries
just becos of staying at
school until late night

im tired of all tat.
n it has came to an end.
onli staying at night for night study
wif Ms Ang.

today had madrasah exam.
forget abt it la eh.
i was irritated by the teacher.

tomorrow RED ranger birthdae.
haha..
planning to forget abt wishing him..
haha..
tk baik kan..c la how eh..

bestfren 16 birthdae tmr!

soon mine tau.

no more late night at sch except

for night study.

huhu..

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Title :
Time : 9:59:00 PM

today went to religious class.
shifah made me cry again.. haha
this cry nvr made me batal puase.
haha.. i mean i laugh until i cry.

after religious class changed,
headed to jb.

reach singapore at 5 plus.
batt hp always lowwww seehhh!!

dad was acting very unsual seh..
he blanja us baju raye others.
huhu.. thnks a lot. :)

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Title :
Time : 8:15:00 PM

My art coursework done!
had art ytd until 8.30pm.
ytd seems to be the worst day i had after
i left school.
i really had fun wif my gfs.
breaking fast wif them, joking ard n stuffs.

after i left the school,
went study wif bestfrens.
tat was okay ar.

as i reach home,
terrible things happened.
she dun even let me enter.
she just wont try to understand me
she just dont trust me.
all she was good at was to lock me out n
NAG!

bestfrens thought it was their fault.
no luhh.
my fault tat shes like tat.
no nid to pity me.
im used to it.

u teach me a gd thing to sleep after kene
LECTURE!
tats wat i did.
i covered myself and breakdown alone in
my room.

pressurise, stress n frustrated!
when will she stop??

today i had poa n maths remedial.
went for poa for 45mins den maths.
watch my class play soccer.

went home at 4pm.
talk to my bestfren abt my problems.
haha..
kesian seyyhh kau kene dgr everything.
but u were the one hu wan to noe.
haha.
tok tok wif him
n
9 more days to red ranger birthdae!
haha..

today!! weehooo..

SMILE

CANT BELIEVE IT!

i made my bestfren happie! :)

SEPTEMBER

saturday the 13,

weird, happy,noisy, kecoh day !!

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Title :
Time : 9:28:00 PM

NAG,NAG,NAG,NAG...
When is it ever going to end?
say nt angry i go home late etc2
but but, reach home jek!!

BLAH BLAH BLAH

today im damn tired.
stress giler ah..
having headache..

everywhere i go i saw tat ..........
ar wat the hell..
satu hari nvr meet tat ...... bleh tk?
onli one day nvr saw him can??

haiyoo... wat to do kan?
fated kot.. bluek.

want to sleep ar.
sch tmr? nt sure coming or nt

enam belas hari lagi!

haha..

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Title : he's gonna be back tmr!! shit
Time : 8:41:00 PM

today skip madrasah.
lazy go arr..
becos of tat, mum nt going to talk to us.
me n small sis n big sis..

kk watever ye.
ytd went to my uncle hse.
almost all my cousins are guys.

mum keep irritated me..
reach there i greet them.
haha i soooo paiseh wanted to shake
Nafie's hand..
haha paiseh seh..
my uncle n nafie laugh at me..

happy belated birthday to Nafie.
his birthday was on teachers day.
1 sept.
mine soon..

break fast wif all my sedares.
after tat all the guys n the pakcik2
went terawih.
left all the ladies n makcik2 at home.
haha

i help my kakak sedare to prepare for
her wedding..
bestfriend rabak.
he thought my wedding.
haha lame lagi i become a bride..

went home ytd at 10 plus.

today did hwks.
part of english is done. :)
maths paper 1 done.
haiyo

my kepala batu?
i thought u seh.
serious ke pe im kepala batu?
since wen i didnt listen to u?
haha..
i thought u r the one yg tk dgr kata..
haha.. nonsense.

u n ur kepala batuness..
haf such word meh?
haha nvm.

tmr sch!
tat ............ is going back to sch.
ohhh..
haiyo..
like sat bf says, i gt lots of bodyguards
hahahahha

tommorrow school!

i hope

im gonna be okay wif him ard.

since wen i sexy?

nonsense ah.. stop saying tat word la mi!!

ahaha.

i kill u if u say tat again!

hahaha

mcm real..

i will make u suffer can?

if kill later no one gonna make me laugh.

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Friday, September 5, 2008

Title :
Time : 10:06:00 PM

today.
last day of september holiday..
had chemistry
followed by ss.
me n fathin tied the same hair style.
haha NURUL'S sister ke pe?

tapi style kan. haha
last2 very messy seh.
did art from 12.30 until 6.45pm.

gonna hope art finish by tmr.

during art,
i didnt feel like toking to tisha.
haiz.
i wanted to tok but it seemed tat .
haiyo...
wat can i say, not needed animore??

she kept looking at me,
i noe she felt something was wrong wif me.
she know tat but doesnt wan ask me wat wrong.

at night i msg her.
since i knew she was having some kind of problem.
we cleared things.
she told me this

"i tld him u'r my bestest best fren dat i dunt eva
wanna lose. dats the truth. "

haha.. wow..
nie la tisha n diy. friends for almost 8 years.
i love her haha..
tisha, anithing i'll always be by ur side.
im always there. eventhough we rarely tok.

break fast wif friends at mac!
wohoo.. laugh2. ranger2.
i still wan to find the rangers tone la.

tisha!!!

talk to me tmr!!

i remember that u cant make urself nt toking to me..

so talk to me tommorrow tau.

blue ranger ke pe?

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008

Monday, September 1, 2008

Title :
Time : 5:43:00 PM

puase start alreadi!
morning wake up continued wif painting
THE house!
penat oii..

tapi of cos me n siblings sempat amik
pictures.
with our dirty hands n clothes

painting the hall...

raihan posing alone!
me

taken by me.. cool eh.

morning received weird msg from
veryvery weird ppl.
and of cos i ignored them.

aint keeping anything from u.
told u everything u nid to noe..
making notes for physics.

left 25 more days ar sehh.

weehoo.

September!!

ive alreadi told u everything.

no more secrets!

kn3.

n all the surprise is aint no more a surprise ah seh.

stupid of me to give u a clue. haha

NO MORE A SURPRISE!

Labels: SEPTEMBER 2008