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BIOGRAPHY
the blog owner.
NURUL DIYANA
Currently studying at ITE CW Business Studies ADN. Birthday 26 sept 1992. Single.

Facebook/msn: diyana_star26@hotmail.com

TAGBOARD
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AFFILIATES
the lovely people
Ain Arvin Diyanah Faizah Faiqah Haiqal Hanim Hazlinda Hanisah Izdihar Izzati Nadrah Nurul Nurul Nad Nadiyah Suhailah Sya Syairah Syazlin

REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009


    • CREDITS
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    Wednesday, December 31, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 5:29:00 PM

    Adik im lazy to do the quiz uh.
    waste of time je.
    haha.

    currently lepak at home.
    listening to music.

    tak tercapai seh angan2 nak beli hp baru.:(
    urghh.
    but its okay im sincere in helping my parents.

    my pay all in.
    lets switch jobs soon uh.


    noor athishah!
    countdown starts tmr.
    i hope my plan works uh.
    i wont forget 4 jan.
    i didnt msg u,
    doesnt mean i forget tat day.

    maybe on tat day please open ur letterbox.
    i hope everything goes well.
    but im not sure abt wat to get for you uh.
    how eh?


    i hope everything goes well.
    i want this horrible nightmare to stop right now.
    please.
    my new year resolution:
    my family back please.
    i cant help it to see them act like tat.
    mayb he dun understand.
    wat to do.
    thats how it will turns out everytime.
    i dun get it uh.
    but who cares.
    who cares to explain ?
    since its this way, i go with the flow.

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    Tuesday, December 30, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 8:55:00 PM

    today went out wif Fathin n Aan.
    went to school.
    the people in the school changed a lot eh thin?

    i miss gg to sch.
    buying books, new bag, shoes etc.

    totally i cant recognised Fiq seh.
    tats why i like ignored.
    turns out it was him.
    like i say ppl changed.
    so i ignored him too.

    bringing Aan was like urghh.
    leh bankrupt.

    i cant accept tat ppl hu use to be close to me changed.
    not tat uh tapi y seh.

    mayb i also changed.
    the decision i made its nt tat i really wan.
    i nid lots of time.
    mayb it will end soon.
    but ppl say jek understand but the fact tat
    they dun understand a single thing.

    lets just stop pretend uh.
    dun understand just say so.

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    Friday, December 26, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 8:18:00 PM

    finally out of hse to work..



    my siblings still havent buy school stuffs.
    due to some reason.
    last min thang.



    seriously kan,

    i miss BESTFRIENDS.

    but wat to do?



    coffee boy, uh watever seh.
    lion hair boy.
    kerek uh. bile aku tk ade cari2,
    aku ade malu2.
    malu2 rugi uh fren.



    i nid a new msgin partner uh.
    fathin :(
    tisha:(



    haiyo.. next.

    haha
    coffee boy plak uh.
    no way.

    tmr they gg back.
    see wat will happen next.
    cries, screams still in my head.

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    Thursday, December 25, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 1:39:00 PM

    at last my com is back to normal.
    not working today.

    ps: dun tink ure going to win our heart by giving us things.

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    Wednesday, December 24, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 2:55:00 PM



    i swear i badly miss my dad.
    maybe im close to him unlike my other siblings.

    urgghh..

    do come home.


    ytd didnt went to the zoo trip wif gfs.
    i cant leave my mum.
    hope u ppl understand my situation right now.
    thnks ya

    i heard my gfs had a great time.
    thats great.


    yesterdae saw my guy classmates
    at the usual nasi ayam stall.
    malik stop it eh.
    haha.


    meet sathish twice.
    terperanjat seh.
    first saw him in front of the lift.
    den at the market.
    haha..


    listening to all the old songs.

    do come home ya.
    but i fear looking at u.
    i do still remember the screams,shouts,anger, cries.
    tat incident that i still cant forget.

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    Monday, December 22, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 11:09:00 AM








    shit handphone rosak.
    cant use the phone camera.






    is it time for me get a new one?






    $$ where to get??


    tmr is the zoo trip.
    not bringing my bro.
    eventhough he badly wan to follow.

    ntah eh.
    gd friend coming back from KL today.
    i guess.


    i badly miss my DAD .
    but just keeping it to myself.
    the incident keep on playing in my mind.
    i cant forget it.
    the screams,
    the cries,
    from my sisters n mum.
    urghh :(
    my heart is unsure abt tmr.
    if i were to go,
    what will happen?

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    Sunday, December 21, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 12:11:00 PM

    maybe everything wont end.



    gfs,

    im still not confirm about the zoo trip.
    thin u noe i badly wan to go.
    but ...



    im still not confirm yet due to some
    serious reason.
    hope u people understand this last min things.

    thanks.



    i thought everything would end ytd.
    but it became more worst.
    worst den ever.



    thin, mimpi buruk aku tak end end pon.
    it became more terrible.
    i cant look at the brighter side larh.

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    Sunday, December 14, 2008
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    Time : 1:46:00 PM

    If i was given a chance to make a wish, what will it be?

    The FATHER i use to have.

    seriously thats what i wanted in life now.
    how long do i have to wait for that wish?









    Can i have it right now?

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    Thursday, December 11, 2008
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    Time : 5:30:00 PM

    today went market wif mum.
    at home all day.
    bored la.

    lucky someone msg me.
    hilang kebosanan.
    haha.

    gfs,
    miss u ppl la.
    wen wan to meet?

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    Wednesday, December 10, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 11:36:00 PM

    today no work. Thought of meeting fathin after her work at 2pm. But soo sorry wasn't able to make it due to some personal reason. Me and my sis was suppose to cook. Ohh man leceh. Suppose to have fun cooking wif mum but it turned upside down. I had to tell her about what I have been keeping from her about dad all this while. Rase bersalah but I have to. So mum was ready to listen. Glad. She noes I am avoiding home. I cnt lie. Everything now are in a mess. Off hp most of the time. Not in the mood la. Been missing bestfren lately larh. But I insist not to disturb him. Nvm. Try to overcome this. I still have my gfs to count on. N my mum. Take care friend.

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    Tuesday, December 9, 2008
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    Time : 3:44:00 PM

    What am i suppose to do now?
    every decision i make confirm one/two gets hurt.
    Might as well i dun make any decision.
    but if i didnt make one,
    i get hurt and mayb my love ones get hurt.

    Whats the use?
    im tired la.
    im avoiding home.
    im spending most of my time at
    work.

    cos theres the place where i can sense happiness.
    working wif tisha, irah n thin was fun ytd.
    we reach home almost 2am.
    kesian tisha n irah,
    first day do tat stock.
    haha.

    im happy wif my decision.
    damn happy wif it
    until i kept thinking abt it.:(
    ya rite, totally craps.
    im lying to myself again.
    bodoh kan diy.

    maybe for the mean time let me be alone.
    tapi wats the use of being together if
    ur feelings haf fade away or watever?

    i dunwan to explain further to u.
    no use.
    find out urself.
    if u really want this back.
    and im also doing some soul searching. haha
    paham2 je la.
    doing tis so im nt going repeat the past.
    mcm paham.
    insyallah.

    stock take done.
    but stupid 3 pages missing.!
    darn!

    home,
    dun bother abt it.
    make me even more stress.

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    Sunday, December 7, 2008
    Title :
    Time : 8:44:00 PM

    many things ive have been keeping to myself
    i have been lying to myself about my situation.

    finally she make me have the courage to stand up for my rights
    and stop lying to myself.
    tisha behind me all the time.
    im glad :)

    today one part of my problem have ended.
    fathin u noe hw i react rite?
    i smiled
    i cried
    i laughed

    i smile cause i noe theres these special ppl
    who will always b by my side.

    i cried cause i lost my special bestfriend.
    i had my reason for leaving him.
    but i tink he just cant understand.
    i wanted to tell him/ an explaination but
    its just didnt happened.
    i tink its a waste of time telling wat makes me
    angry to him cos it kept repeating.
    maybe u dun realised it.
    its ok fren, i dun blame u.
    i still nid him as a friend of cos.
    but u see,it ended up we quarrel.
    i have sth to tell to him.

    i laughed cause of many stupid things.
    working is fun.
    fathin, wheres trolley boy?
    haha..

    sending out balloon was fun?
    tmr aint working mayb late night
    go to work.
    have fun ya gf working wif no msging partner.

    Andrew is back from NS reservice.
    Uncle Lulu haha.
    working wif him this month.



    currently listening to TAKE A BOW!


    this song means something.
    i guess its no use telling u everything
    abt wats i have been keeping abt u for soo
    long.

    mayb they were right.
    mayb i shldnt trust both sides.
    but they were the one hu spend most of the
    time wif u.
    so they noe u better than me.
    ure free to do watever u like.

    ur friend, diy.


    tisha. i didnt hurt myself ler.
    told ya i wnt get hurt again.
    thnks for everything.
    i did break part of ur promise i did cry la.
    but only tearsdrop.
    im strong uh beb.
    i didnt breakdown la gal.
    haha

    happy working uh tisha esok.:)

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    Monday, December 1, 2008
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    Time : 12:32:00 AM

    Been missing everyone lately.  tisha n special bestfren the most. they both stay so near me but nvr meet. bestfriend been bz working. work  near me oso.miss gg work together. home make me stress. i cnt help bt do nth! tisha!!nid u here. meet up soon aite? txt me tau

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