If its fated that my life gonna be like tat den i accept it. u dunwan to but u have to rite. so yeah.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people! tisha texted me to ask me to join her family overnite thingy at ECP. haha. tak mau ah. malu uh. haha. Malu konon. i mean im not use to it uh. haha ade la sikit malu.

Everyday seems to be getting worse. but i have to be strong luh. no use seh crying over things. k i changed la in some ways. i managed to overcome my problems by not dwelling over it or crying over it. chey. but sometimes cant help it.

Mum says," Watever happens, life have to move on. "
look at the brighter side uh, now me and siblings are much more closer. :)

it takes time. i wait and be patience.

so yeah results for the JAE thingy will be on Friday.
betul ke? i heard thru the Radio. i wan go school la. so slow. i getting sick at home.
so yeah hopefully the results will be on friday.hopefully i managed to get to the course i wanted and fullfill my promise. :)

Aint going to find another job cos work schedule for February is packed. almost everyday. kes terpakse kerje. now concentrate on work to help Mum. this month pay, goes to her. ikhlas. :)

i noe this nightmare gonna happen. but im trying my best to stop it from happening. if i had one wish, i wan it to end. pls

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PISSED off by this human tat kept calling my house. if wan to call, talk la. tak nak bual jangan call la. waste bill kan. its like every afternoon like tat.
so if nak call, lets talk. dun just keep quiet. Answered call oso must pay bill u noe.

so ytd work was very tiring. Nyonya buat mistake. had lunch wif salina. she was okay uh.
very reasonable. if sales hit target she will treat part-timers. wow. bagus2.

during break, "diyana wat u buying?"
i though salina den turn around i saw Chris! haha
terkejut seh.
I miss working together wif them. so fun.

Happy Birthday to Diyanah. good luck in everything ya. take care. do stay in contact. may god bless u. thanks for all ur help dulu2. continue helping me. i will certainly help u in cca ke ape2 la.
just text so i can help or thru my sis. all my old secret simpan je eh. haha. thnks. take care. c ya soon. selamat hari jadi :)

tisha lets meet up one day eh. boring uh pat umah.

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Mum was right. i shouldnt have told them anything. but wat are friends for right. she's right tat they cant do anything. thats right but friends can give advises and always be there for us to hear our problems. k i shall not argue about this la k. i will try not talk about it.

yesterday was an emotional day for me. haha. forget it.

plan to take a 2nd job due to some reason. but mane eh nak keje? nie kes terpakse la. if not as if i wan take 2nd job kan. kawan2 ade suggestions? haha


im getting sick and bored at home luh. nothing better to do jek.
Aniwae MY blog will be privatised on WEEKENDS. so weird rite?

off ppl.
take care.

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out wif mum to buy stuffs. Aan tag along cos no one take care of him at home. troublesome boy!
on the way home,

BANG!!!! The impact was so loud. my mum got a shock.
Lorry crash into a taxi. i think its the taxi fault la. it should not be at the bus lane. but my mum think its the lorry fault as it shldnt have speed. me and mum talk abt it otw home. giving evidence and stuffs. haha. mcm policewoman.

boring seyh at home. i wake up, do housework, send bro, take a long nap, wake up, fetch bro.
bbboooriiinngg uhhh.

mum found out the ipod in my bag!! hahaha. i told her dad gave it to me long ago alreadi. cume she nvr find out. hahaha. lucky she nvr confiscate it again like.

Cepat la Sunday, i wan go class n work.
Cepat la April, i wan start study.

Faster faster faster!!!!

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SUCESSFULLY REGISTERED my JAE!

so ya im moving on. get to noe something. i just hope we be back as friends. no more fighting uh.
all those past buang jauh2 uh. mayb somethings cant be forget but its whether u wan or not kan3. tak nk sudah lor. i made up my mind to forgive and try to forget. haha. watever la.

moving on ppl. haha eh, ade matair oso can study u noe. dun make it as an alasan tau!!
its whether u can concentrate or not! kan3.

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Stayed at home.
been wasting my prepaid.
cos i aint nothing better to do.
hahahaha.
waste,waste,waste.
Nafie txt me say he taking a lvl.
ur head uh cousin.
mcm phm padahal lum masuk ite.
hahaha.
dream on ah cousin.


ive done choosing my courses. I wan do business courses. since my poa get a B3.
Thought of taking design course since my Art is B3.
but im more to Poa stuffs.

Parents surely agree to my decision.
meet tisha. help her choose courses.
until 6.15pm. den fetch bro.

so tmr sending the JAE.

when i started to love this dpam family, one by one left. wat the hell seh.
jgn uh gitu mcm. hahahaha. tapi serious lor thin, gonna miss chris, anna, aqilah n andrew seh.
amcm quit job join them. hahahaha

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O level results was out.
i was not happy wif my results like duh.
but im glad tat my mly,art n poa get B.

tak sangke uh.
my mum didnt scold me or watever.
she noes me well.

so i tink i'll be taking business courses.
if not design lor.
cos poa n art same grade.

design nt so sure yet.
considering early childhood n business administration.

tisha oso get early childhood.
yeah.
if me n her get same course,
wah like already 9 years same class as her.
haha good2.

so i tink my mind is up.
:)

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Yesterday was DAMN tired.
went to school had match wif the juniors.
they had cca day.

wanted to start wif our match,
but quarrel wif some sepak takraw boys.
its was merepk uh of cos.
but go wif the flow uh.

everything ended at ard 1pm.
tisha text me go vivo but alah i got to rush to work uh.


laaaapppparrr!
nid to full my stomach at haiq party!! haha
kidding uh.
so there was me n gfs.

there was game.
everyone was supposed to join in.
so started out wif twister balloon.

cool or wat?

balloon?
meletup uh?

so ya tat was his purpose lorr..
haha
it was funny.

and end up im the winner lorr.
haha
advise: choose the correct spot :)

tat was the first game.
called chris said tat i'll be reaching work very late.

second game was dancing thingy.
i dun dance uh.
the folding newspaper,
haha
very funny.

haiq birthday, but i 2 get presents.
appreciated:)

after that cut cake.
4.40pm alreadi.
im late luh.

overall the party was fun.
work was damn boring.
cos im alreadi sooo sleepy.
den workmates pon so kite slag.

today first day of religious class.
purposely come late.
didnt enter class until 8.45am.
shifah uh.
takut paiseh.

end up ramai seh nt wearing uniform.
belo.
nvr study but had lots of fun n laughter.
my teacher kept on mistook me wif my lil sis.
we dun look alike luh.


went to JP after that
until 6pm.

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Today off.
ytd the boss was like urghhh!

had lunch wif Cindy.
received a call from .....
haah i thought wrong number sia.
he ask to watch movie.

im busy uh
so cant make it.
sorie ya.

today went back to school help out wif my cca.
lupe kawan seh.
takpe2.
haha.
tmr yeah go sch wan meet my old kerek fren.
so help out do noticeboard n stuffs.
Ncc performance was great.

tommorow match wif the juniors.
after that go work.

mdm hamidah was like "c ya on monday."
alah takut uh.
haha.

hope i did well uh.
let play netball tmr!

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1 week not working.
gosh sooo bored!

daily routine for this one week.
wake up, house cleaning, send bro, fetch bro.

meet tisha tat day.
gave her a big card and a treat.

den lepak wif her.
haha stop it seh wif abg ehem2.
mls nak layan oii.
haha.

its was fun.
after that fetch bro.

nowadays often wen out.

went out to IMM.
told sis many things. haha
she was shocked uh.

but chill uh.
its over alreadi.
so forget it.

haha
tmr big sis birthday.

today meet my friend.
long time nvr see him.
action alreadi uh.

haha

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yesterday was great.
went out wif Fathin, Ain n Haiq to bugis.

tak penat ke ain n haiq asyik kacau each other?
haha.

in the train saw Haiq's bro.
haha kidding.
me and Ain laugh until we cry.
haha.


i was searching for tisha bdae present.
after that we went to Mac to eat.

we took some pictures.
but....
BATTERY EXHAUSTED
when haiq wan to capture ain photo.
hahaha
wasted.

after that we continue jalan2.
they wanted to watch movie.
Bedtime Stories.
so we go look for AXS machine to
see the timing.

The couple was blind man.
i dunno why they didnt spot the AXS machine
when somehow they happen to pass it just now.

tak de maksud eh.
haha.

den after we check out the timing,
we went down and
we forget wat was the timing!
beloo seh.
den go up again lor..


i didnt follow them for movies.
i went home.

overall it was damn fun lah.
get to forget my problems for a moment.
long never had so much laughter and fun.

yok keluar agi.
but this time wen we go out,
i nid to buy stuffs la.
wasted seh pergi never buy my stuffs.

actualie i wanted to tapi
dunno uh.
padahal got money seh.
hahaha.

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new year was spoilt. Pls I didn't create trouble so pls dun disturb me. Lazy to entertain uh. Get the story rite first. My dear fren, really its up to u who u want to trust. It doesn't matter. Im only a friend to u now. Nothing more rite. So ya, there's no use explaining much to u. Fathin, I wanna close thebook about haha paham2 uh. I was happy in receiving ur msges but it turns out :( nvm its ok. Tc friend. Its up to u.

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get the whole story right first
before asking me like a detective.












really its up to u to listen to who.
cos it dun really matters.
cos i got lots more problems to settle.











few more hours going to work.

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