Whatever you want.

Lets update a bit about my raya this year. Seriously its not that gerek this year. Raya without my dad. How sad can i be rite? kk let not talk about him im pissed with him. Started off with all my cuzzins coming to my uncle house. Kecoh nye kecoh. We snap2 pictures. A lot of crying yesterday. Seriously la sape tak sedih kan raya tanpa org tersayang one is my dad and another is my abg sedare.

My abg sedare, is at Brunei serving NS. So sad. we miss him. So i went online and started webcamming wif him. All my cuzzins, aunties and uncles started chatting wif him. Sedih seyh. Come back soon eh. We miss you. haha.

Im lazy to upload pics uh. next time je uh..

Yesterday went out with bbw crew. its was okay. I was tired thats why i was very2 quiet.
Had training in the morning, after that rush to meet my gfs at chinese garden. Thanks a lot eh gfs. And after that rush home changed meet my workmates to go open house. Sape tak penat kan. haaa.

k la im tired.

Friday, September 18, 2009

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Time : 11:31:00 AM

Hey, lame per tak update. Setengah mampus ni blog. As usual la im busy working and having FUN FUN FUN with my workmates. And im not always at home but im always at my second house, which is faiqah's house. haha. Sibuk2 jek pat rumah org eh diy!!

Raye is tommorrow. Im not that excited uh. Hmm. So my gd friend a.k.a as my big bro went back to his hometown. Better be back on my birthday tau monster!!

Thats what i have been doing during the holidays. Work and have fun! Ramadhan is coming to an end. Da tak leh buke together lagi seyh. Miss those times i break fast with faiqah and the rest of bbw crew. The time we went geylang. Non-stop laughter. I miss those times.

My mum have been asking me to quit my job. I dunwan to. She say we are moving house and its very far. Who cares. Im not quiting my job for now. I cant leave the people there. I love all the people there. You think its easy for me to quit den find another job? And i have to start all over again? And im the type who doesnt mix around with people that much, or shall i say im a bit "sombong". It would be difficult for me to adapt with new people. Whatever it is, i dun wan to quit my job for now. Thats final! haha.

i miss Dan!! haha. cepat balik.

I miss Dad. hmm, tmr raye and i dunno where on earth is he.

to all my dear gfs and bfs,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! enjoy ur raye people!

Friday, September 11, 2009

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Time : 12:27:00 PM

Exam are over. Now its holiday time. Having a difficult time right now. Thanks to my friends who have been there for me. Especially Faiqah and monster hahaha.

BBW crew have been going out together. :)

Dan(big bro),me and iqah

Irene, kak dela, iqah and Dan

Going out with them was gerek. Haha non-stop laugh for me. Im loving it! So holiday i will been mostly working. Yesterday i was suppose to go Tepak Sireh to break fast with unknown people. haha i was invited. I dun even know where and who im breaking fast with. So i didnt go. huhu. But i should have go la cos once in a lifetime eating at Tepak Sireh.

Im pissed wif my dad. He spoiled my mood. I hate you. I thought when u call that day, you realise your mistake. But i was wrong. I thought raya coming and we could ermm, berbaik. But hell no!! I once love you but now, i dunno.

What else you wan from us. My mum have nothing more to do with you. Stop disturbing her. She isnt stopping us from meeting you, its us. So da la. Stop disturbing our life. Da cukup kau uat kite merana.

Enjoy raya alone yeah. or with whoever.

Me and my siblings and mum, going to start a new.

We can survive without you! yeah!