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lets post about valentine day :)
so i got a special date with my cousins.
We celebrate our grandma birthday. her birthday falls on the friday, 13 feb.
we headed to westmall to buy her gift. den headed to my uncle house.
putting a fake smile over wat has happened tat morning, i entered the house.

i was shocked to see my grandpa there oso. cos i thought he shouldnt be there.
watever then, dieorg nye pasal. im there to have fun :)

while waiting for others to come, i ate air batu malaysia. sedap banget seh.
watched movies while waiting for my cousins to come.
like usual uh my uncles and aunties will surely ask me about which school im going to.

i told them not to tell Syuk cos her mum ask me spy on him. hahaha.
i think syuk still havent noe. but confirm me n him sepakat. hahah

Nafie still waiting for results. but not the same school as me and syuk.
haha not good la gitu. tak best. all same school den gerek can go home together.

so lastly started wif the birthday song for the birthday girl :)

this part my uncle gave her a valentine rose which is a bunch of longans!!

hahahas.

Everyone laugh like hell. sampai menangis.

so everyone had their tummy full. :)

we gathered watch movies, chat2 den eat2.

Aan remind me" March, Friday the 13!,

MY BIRTHDAY!! :p

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

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Time : 9:06:00 PM

FRUSTRATED!

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Monday, February 16, 2009

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Time : 11:04:00 PM

i dunno what to do. sooner i have to face the pain and difficulties again.
seriously tak lame lagi, i cant hold on much longer.
tisha! i still havent tell u wat happen. cos if i talk about it i will breakdown.

losing someone who had always
-care for u
-love u
-gave u everything u wanted
-listen to u
-bring u everywhere u want to go
-protect u from getting scolding
-be there for u
-everything this someone can do to show hw much this person love u.
was terrible. i cant believe im losing tat person in my life.

im half way giving up in everything. im not strong to overcome this.

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Sunday, February 15, 2009

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Time : 11:59:00 AM

the way it ended was :'(

it ended wif alot of pain and cries.

why?

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

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Time : 3:36:00 PM

im prepared for the worst.
im prepared for the sufferings.
im prepared to lose someone closest to me.

but im still waiting for the time when everything would change.
A miracle would happen perhaps,
which can stop all this nightmare.

im still hoping for a miracle.

why is tat everyday things gets more problematic?
One isnt solve, another one pop out.

somehow, i pity her the most.
i cant do anything much, only be by her side,console and support her.

how hard i dun wan this to happen, i have to accept the fact.
i noe its tough but we have to.

they are still hoping for a miracle like i do.

as time past, im like hoping for something that might never happen.
but i still choose to hope for that.

why bother to hope when its not gonna happen?

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Monday, February 9, 2009

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Time : 8:24:00 PM

Been lazy to update nowadays. busy wif work. i was soo fed up wif the bus fare. im still a student why nid to use adult fare? wth. i gotten my gift for fathin. we are exchanging friendship day gift this saturday. no valentine for me. but to bad i cnt meet her on sat. make it on sunday then.

ytd like usual go for my class. gerek. i had no problems wif my guyfriends there, unlike my old friends. maybe had too much misunderstanding wif them. tak leh dislahkan cos mayb both parties salah.
but i find it ridiculous. cant they just forgive and forget? maybe they are what they are. same like this person who were once very very close to me, whom i care and love. now look wat happen...

now i dun care la org nak benci ke ape2 la. Just one, dun disturb my life. hate me for all u wan. cos gue enggak peduli dong!! haha. for now i just wan to concentrate on my love ones.

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Thursday, February 5, 2009

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Time : 8:10:00 PM

I just hope for a miracle to happen.

today suppose to send form to tat school uh. tak sangke i get tat first choice. When i step in tat school, i feel regret putting tat school as my first choice. Ade Minah2 uh. sheeeesshhh!! alah wat to do as long as i dun mix wif them la.

so today a waste trip to tat school! Ain lucky nvr start wif bishan. nasib2. i think start school i wan go wif Syukri uh, bleh kan? tak leh i complain wif ur mum uh. haha. joking la. but it possible i wan go wif syuk. new student kan.

so wasted trip den off to JE. Wasted trip to SATA jgak. Tambang da naik oi!!

Hungry strikes? haha, so off to IMM eat mac. my treat. wait for 12pm for the value meal.
Next time Ain UR TREAT TAU!! U owe me plak eh? hahahah .
I WAN SWENSENS!!

Lepak at the playground. nak main air but tak bwk extra clothings.

i saw this BANANA spongebob. mcm lain jek .hahaha.

i dunno wat to update lor. off for two days. HERMAN cepat masuk keje.. haha. so me and thin will always come to work. hahahahaha. tapi syg lor ure older than us. hahah.

NEW workmates are loved eh thin?? must guide him closely pe?
take him. gue ngak mau.u can have him,tau thin walaupun aku kurang kasih syg. hahahha.
aku tak mau. tak kuase. hahahaha.

selamat eh esok. mungkin he start work tmr. tak slh uh. kalau tak pon kedai lain ade org baru. cine. bleh tahan jgak. hahaha. silekan beb!

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

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Time : 10:54:00 AM

i nid to save up $300!!
for my school fees. so i think this month and nxt month tak leh belanje. nvm. i can do it nye.

so BYE Andrew. haha. We stay so near confirm one day terserempak nye. Thnks for the chocolates. Mahal tu.
Yesterday afternoon was very fun. tak ngantok uh. confirm later mendak nye. sheeesshh!

There's a robber in my HOUSE! dun u underestimated us! im begining to hate someone close to me. someone that i used to love.when this happens, it hurt me alot.bila kamu mau sadar kesalahan mu? aku penat menunggu.

Otw home ytd, this man alamak kenape tah keep turning back. Rase2 he noe me like tat. But his face familiar uh. k dun bother.

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009

Monday, February 2, 2009

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Time : 10:26:00 AM

Sebenarnye kan, Nurul Diyana rindu sangat dengan

SEKOLAH. haha biar btul??
betul la. when my adik do homework and stuffs, i oso like wan to do homework and Maths. haha rindu sama Maths. 2 more months den start school.

SSSSSSSSSSLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

A few more hours da kene g keje. Malas uh!!!

ytd evening, u make me mad! no use texting me or calling me if u wan to scold me. wat a role model!!! sedar la sikit. ure tooooo much!

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009

Sunday, February 1, 2009

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Time : 5:07:00 PM

Madrasah was gerek. i woke up late up. at 6 i wake up, iron clothes den sleep again thought of waking up at 7am. sekali terlajak kul 7.30am bangun.lucky my friend txt me to wake up. nasib2. so yeah, den meet Shifah at bustop den off to madrasah.

last week, my ustazah was shocked to see me. cos i came in clss 8 plus.
den she say," Eh awak baru dtg? kan awak tadi pakai tudung kuning pat luar. Duduk depan. "
"Awak la tu. Saya ckap wah baik nye budak nie dtg awal2.

hahahah.HUH?? Biar btul ustazah. den she thought it was my siblings. My small sis afternoon. Big sis face totally different from me so cant be her. haha den i say "Knape uztazah? rindu saya sangt ke sampai ternampk bayang2 saya. hahaha

So today tak de la kejadian sebegitu. i was curious hu ustazah saw. mayb my twins.. coool!!

Today was fun la. Especially this Faris. memekak pat class. mcm bdak kecik. mostly in my class smue da bis O lvl. some get into JC,Poly,Higher Nitec. good2.

recess time at 10am. we ordered western food. satu2 beratur. haha. i was the first. den i say "Cik, satu!" den followed by Shifah "Due, cik" den my other friends smue automatic. "tiga, empat, lima. ehhh enam." hahaha.

den i say "cik enam set eh." haha i find it quite funny la. nvm. den bile da amik makan. we all sat down and wait for one by one to come den all together start eating. hahaha mcm all for one, one for all. :) this remind me of my secondary sch life. eating together,wait for one another.

Arab lesson was fun. weeee i noe speak Arab uh seyh. but not yet fluent. :)

lazy la nak keje esok. ouh ya nid to register online the school thing tmr.
one week straight work. haishhhh. nak quit,tak nak. still thinking. if quit den sape nak kasi duit?? aiyoo..

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009