Whatever you want.

Sometimes i feel im fortunate to have such a wonderful friends. Life seems to have changed this year.

Dedicated to SYA,
Firstly thank you so much for ur help :) im used to say thank you la. Dun mind eh? Somehow or rather we felt the same way. U make me realise that life have to move on. I cant keep on breaking down. My mum and siblings needs me. Im going to proved to him something. u noe i noe eh.

K from nw on lets concentrate on my goal and revenge, mcm paham eh.. haha.

Just now need to go for some Cs. It was okay cume the room very cold. My sis brought along her camera so we snap some pictures. The Cs ends at 4 plus. den went to makcik hse near there. Watch tv, ate pizza went home at 7 plus. I slept in the bus.

Mum told me," today she was very happy." its been a long time since me, sisters, bro n her went out together. im glad.

aku sayang kawanku:)

Labels: MAY 2009

Thursday, May 28, 2009

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Time : 11:43:00 PM

Haishhh whats wif me today?
cant control my feelings.
School was okay. Early morning, got fire drill. I thought ITE will not have all this childish stuffs. But its great experience :p hahas. I wonder why the guys in my class is way taller than me. haha. Tats the question i ask ratnor and saiful. Thay laughed at me. CA told me a good news. Alhamdulilah i get it. After the Fire drill headed back to class.

Role play during COB lesson. my line was, "would you like to try some Korean dessert?" Short and sweet :)
Aunty Jo released us half and hour early. so this means we have 90 mins for our break. So almost the whole class went out of school to eat. Me, Lau Ma, Lau Pa and the guys walk to ckementi mrt.
I realised one day confirmed theres laughter. haha.

Sit with hanim, chew xiang, muhammad and hakim. Tak abis2 kene kacau. I smiled oso cannot mesti they make comment. Saiful yang duduk at the another table smiled at me den Hakim perasan wen i smiled back den adelah make nonsense comments. tak slah pe senyum tak kan nak jeling kan3. haha. after all the lunch wif SF was great :)

Take bus back to school. Had poa lesson.

Rat make a stupid deal wif me. Very3 stupid. If 40 yrs, he single, he will masuk meminang. giler pe?? I say the hantaran will be 10 juta. amacm? HAHAH
he say can. haha nahh...
take the mp3 back from her den give me sudah. lagi bagus. i take care of it. haha diy tak tau malu. ade ramai lagi pat luar sane tu.. haha

was released at 3.30pm. headed to the canteen before assembly. Non-stop laughing. :)
Otw home,
name panjang diyana, nama pendek D.
name panjang aqmar, name pendek MAR.
name panjang hanim, name pendek HA, hahahah
name panjang vashnavi?, name pendek V,
just because of this, ketawe tak henti2. haha ntah eh. just a little joke can make us laugh.

I miss this people. the time during ADAM KHOO programme. rindu korg semue uh..
4E1 & 4E2.

4e2 art students :)

And truthfully i miss him. i dunno what to say. I just cant accept it sometimes. why? the person i used to be very close wif is very very very far from me now. the secrets we kept from mum, the times u gave me everything i want, the time u show me that u love me. For 16 years we have been together. we cant be able to let u leave just like that. Cant u just forgive and forget? why must u change? This great person that dote on me alot have changed. ily.

Labels: MAY 2009

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

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Time : 8:41:00 PM

today late for school.went out of house at 8.45am. BSE test passes. thanks god :)
COB lesson was awesome. LET THE PICTURES do the talking.
After school date wif gfs hanim and nadiyah. we laugh like nobody business. ate at mcd. Baik eh hanim. aniways,wen u go shopping or watsoever, ask hanim to tag along. She can argue for price discounts. haha Hanim mcm paham eh.macm kedai kau gitu eh. Hanim tried her first mcspicy.Nadiyah rase da tk leh tahan. tapi si hanim nie bole lagi tambah sauce inside the burger. Should have taken a shot of her hot red lips tadi. haha.

i wan to continue doing my stuffs. continue tommorrow then:)
this is when diy gets bored, she start snapping pictures. photographer of the day. Enjoy girlfrens.

Labels: MAY 2009

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

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Time : 8:49:00 PM

Yesterday POA test was okay. I was sitted at the end of the class.mcm budak nakal seh, at the corner of the class. Aniway,for info, i hate to compete wif people really, cos if u keep on having that kind of attitude, u will never survive. Wen u suffer setback, u will never be able accept it.
So dun bother to compete. try your best and help people around you. :)

I may suceed here but i will also fail in some parts of my journey kan.

Enough about that. Test after test coming up. gonna get busy and intend to get lazy.
Theres something i wan to achieve in life and i wan to prove to someone that without him, i can still survive.

Sometimes i feel that i wan to talk to him but when he enters, ...........................
Hatred?
Piss off?
Anger?
I have no idea.

i miss him

Labels: MAY 2009

Sunday, May 24, 2009

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Time : 11:41:00 PM

today seems to be a good day for me. I really love to thank all my Uncles and Aunties for their support and help all this while. Really much appreciated. :) Emotional seh. haha. Its 1213am. i dunno what the hell im thinking about. My family? maybe. haish, what am i suppose to do?

Currently studying BSE. i cant understand a single thing. Never pay attention in class kan. Gonna drop in the 2nd test uh as there are 2 units to study. Trying to memorize.

Today Tok Dany and his wife came. i was at work. :( After work at 9pm, went pasar mlm wif Iqah. den headed home.

tmr poa test. havent finished revise and hwks. :(

Labels: MAY 2009

Saturday, May 23, 2009

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Time : 10:57:00 AM

yesterday,
CARE lesson start at 10am! WTH. I purposely come at 10.30. the teacher oso waste time. After CARE was POA lesson. Mendak seh. i nearly fall asleep. Went home at 1. Get some sleep before going to work.

going to work in a few hours time.
poa assignment is not done yet. BSE havent study. OMG! somebody help me !

Reach home at 10.30pm. Had my dinner n currently studying. I cant sleep so its better i waste time studying rite? Work just now was urgh. ngantok sangt until i make tooooooo much mistakes. I go put the Milo cup at the Sundae cup. Thats why cant fit inside.My manager laughed at me. My friend pants torn. haha rabak pe.

I straight away went home. while i was walking, i listened to my music full blast. Den someone touch me. TERKEJUT seriously. I thought what seh,
he say,
"my name is SYUKUR, can i have ur number?"
I say,
"for what?!"
he say,
"untuk kenal2.'
I say,
"NO!"

a direct NO for him. I hate to entertain idiot, no life guys like this. GET A LIFE uh pls. Da mlm2 bute pon cari kerje merepk. pergi la cari kerje halal ke, sapu Singapore ke. ok jgak. ni tk de.
NO LIFE!

I wont entertain them.
tmr after work headed to Pasar Malam wif Iqah if nothing crops up.
gd nite ppl.

ps, i miss my sec gfs. :)

Labels: MAY 2009

Thursday, May 21, 2009

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Time : 8:42:00 PM

today went back to school. Rindu all my friends uh. so i didnt climb up the stairs the whole day due to my legs.
Started off wif OFA lesson. Lesson was quite confusing.tak paham pon paham kan jek. Had Poa test. it was okay la. was told that there was Assembly. so we went to the Lecture Theater. The class was entertained by Rais and Hakim. Laugh like nobody business.

Lets just say, IT WAS THE BEST ASSEMBLY I EVER HAD SEH:)

Labels: MAY 2009

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Title :
Time : 8:45:00 PM

Cant get up this morning due to muscle pain. wasnt able to walk properly so i didnt go to school. wake up at 10am. n help do some housework. did up some logo design too. i went online. chatted wif hanim. she was at school. she told me i was the highest for BSE test. haha alhamdulilah. she told me the highest must treat the whole class PIZZA HUT. haha

hanim: cikgu kata highest kene blanje class pizza hut.
diy: biar btul?cikgu la yg kene blanje aku.
hanim: tak cikgu kata kau kene blanje smue.
diy: aku blanje, kau bayar. deal or no deal? haha
hanim: deal but kau nye duit.
diy: haha dlm mimpi uh.
hanim: dreams come true tau.

kes last min study after work at mcd wif iqah uh. thnks to her i manage to understand some parts.

after that i had to send my bro to school. when my mum was bathing my bro, she pull out his tooth. my lil bro cry a loud seh. da bogeh seh. they funny part is, he was asking for his tooth.

i laughed at him. he was soo upset cos gigi patah. so otw sending him to sch i played some games with him.my intention was to make him smile n show his teeth. haha. In the end, he did laugh non-stop.so thats good la.

after that went home. receive a msg from nadiyah. salah send. den she call me. she was fed up wif me cos i get 48 over 50 for BSE progress test. For real or wat? i cant believe seh. nadiyah write like compostion. i write so short but get 48. thank god. alhamdulilah.

see ya ppl tmr at school aite. :)

Labels: MAY 2009

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

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Time : 11:20:00 PM

had napfa test today. damn tiring. cant believe it that we had to do all the stations plus 2.4km on that day itself. after that followed by training. :(

whole body aching. but lucky training was fun.

i dunno what wrong with that girl. Shaking my hand and say "tinggal sebelah block seh"
for godness sake uh. forget it luhh. i wish i didnt even noe u.
after 4 years we have been in the same class, now then u acknowledge that i live next to ur block or shld i say same block as ur ex??
STUPID OR WAT?

SO PATHETIC. if possible dun talk to me unless ure suppose to la.. dun shake my hand if ure not sincere or for the sake or being fair uh. tak ya sudah uh. cos i dun treat u as a friend for ur info.

i wont forget ur past life for ur info. :s

Labels: MAY 2009

Monday, May 18, 2009

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Time : 10:41:00 PM

Lesson was okay for today. COB lesson had to update Aunty Jo about our event. baik ka pe, our group was okay and making process. but im so sorry about the incomplete logo design. by this week i finish up. had BSE test just now. it was okay la thnks to the last min study after work until 10pm.
after school met up with gfs. tisha fetch me from school. thnks eh for carrying my laptop. board 188 to met syazlin at CCK for the cd. thanks a lot. after that cari POSB mcm org giler tapi bile da jumpe, gaji lum masuk. its like wth kan. nvm2. so headed back to bukit batok, met iqah at mcd. as usual la shes late.

TISHA craving for MCspicy. n finally she ate it. so thats great la tu.
so went home at 7pm.

i still remember the phrase,
"sampai di sini sahaja kita bertemu,
akan kite berjumpa lagi hari esok"
haha can remember the exact phrase.

Labels: MAY 2009

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Title : Sunday
Time : 12:30:00 PM

its 1230pm. im now using my very own laptop.
haha yeah :)

studying for BSE test tommorrow.
Work at 3pm.
feel like skipping work today but i cant uh. later confirm down crew.
after work study for a while.

tuesday NAFA test.
wednesday POA test.

currently working on an event. shit i havent finish the logo design.

Labels: MAY 2009

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

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Time : 5:46:00 PM

Random post.

lets post about valentine day :)
so i got a special date with my cousins.
We celebrate our grandma birthday. her birthday falls on the friday, 13 feb.
we headed to westmall to buy her gift. den headed to my uncle house.
putting a fake smile over wat has happened tat morning, i entered the house.

i was shocked to see my grandpa there oso. cos i thought he shouldnt be there.
watever then, dieorg nye pasal. im there to have fun :)

while waiting for others to come, i ate air batu malaysia. sedap banget seh.
watched movies while waiting for my cousins to come.
like usual uh my uncles and aunties will surely ask me about which school im going to.

i told them not to tell Syuk cos her mum ask me spy on him. hahaha.
i think syuk still havent noe. but confirm me n him sepakat. hahah

Nafie still waiting for results. but not the same school as me and syuk.
haha not good la gitu. tak best. all same school den gerek can go home together.

so lastly started wif the birthday song for the birthday girl :)

this part my uncle gave her a valentine rose which is a bunch of longans!!

hahahas.

Everyone laugh like hell. sampai menangis.

so everyone had their tummy full. :)

we gathered watch movies, chat2 den eat2.

Aan remind me" March, Friday the 13!,

MY BIRTHDAY!! :p

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Title :
Time : 9:06:00 PM

FRUSTRATED!

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Monday, February 16, 2009

Title :
Time : 11:04:00 PM

i dunno what to do. sooner i have to face the pain and difficulties again.
seriously tak lame lagi, i cant hold on much longer.
tisha! i still havent tell u wat happen. cos if i talk about it i will breakdown.

losing someone who had always
-care for u
-love u
-gave u everything u wanted
-listen to u
-bring u everywhere u want to go
-protect u from getting scolding
-be there for u
-everything this someone can do to show hw much this person love u.
was terrible. i cant believe im losing tat person in my life.

im half way giving up in everything. im not strong to overcome this.

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Sunday, February 15, 2009

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Time : 11:59:00 AM

the way it ended was :'(

it ended wif alot of pain and cries.

why?

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

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Time : 3:36:00 PM

im prepared for the worst.
im prepared for the sufferings.
im prepared to lose someone closest to me.

but im still waiting for the time when everything would change.
A miracle would happen perhaps,
which can stop all this nightmare.

im still hoping for a miracle.

why is tat everyday things gets more problematic?
One isnt solve, another one pop out.

somehow, i pity her the most.
i cant do anything much, only be by her side,console and support her.

how hard i dun wan this to happen, i have to accept the fact.
i noe its tough but we have to.

they are still hoping for a miracle like i do.

as time past, im like hoping for something that might never happen.
but i still choose to hope for that.

why bother to hope when its not gonna happen?

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Monday, February 9, 2009

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Time : 8:24:00 PM

Been lazy to update nowadays. busy wif work. i was soo fed up wif the bus fare. im still a student why nid to use adult fare? wth. i gotten my gift for fathin. we are exchanging friendship day gift this saturday. no valentine for me. but to bad i cnt meet her on sat. make it on sunday then.

ytd like usual go for my class. gerek. i had no problems wif my guyfriends there, unlike my old friends. maybe had too much misunderstanding wif them. tak leh dislahkan cos mayb both parties salah.
but i find it ridiculous. cant they just forgive and forget? maybe they are what they are. same like this person who were once very very close to me, whom i care and love. now look wat happen...

now i dun care la org nak benci ke ape2 la. Just one, dun disturb my life. hate me for all u wan. cos gue enggak peduli dong!! haha. for now i just wan to concentrate on my love ones.

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009

Thursday, February 5, 2009

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Time : 8:10:00 PM

I just hope for a miracle to happen.

today suppose to send form to tat school uh. tak sangke i get tat first choice. When i step in tat school, i feel regret putting tat school as my first choice. Ade Minah2 uh. sheeeesshhh!! alah wat to do as long as i dun mix wif them la.

so today a waste trip to tat school! Ain lucky nvr start wif bishan. nasib2. i think start school i wan go wif Syukri uh, bleh kan? tak leh i complain wif ur mum uh. haha. joking la. but it possible i wan go wif syuk. new student kan.

so wasted trip den off to JE. Wasted trip to SATA jgak. Tambang da naik oi!!

Hungry strikes? haha, so off to IMM eat mac. my treat. wait for 12pm for the value meal.
Next time Ain UR TREAT TAU!! U owe me plak eh? hahahah .
I WAN SWENSENS!!

Lepak at the playground. nak main air but tak bwk extra clothings.

i saw this BANANA spongebob. mcm lain jek .hahaha.

i dunno wat to update lor. off for two days. HERMAN cepat masuk keje.. haha. so me and thin will always come to work. hahahahaha. tapi syg lor ure older than us. hahah.

NEW workmates are loved eh thin?? must guide him closely pe?
take him. gue ngak mau.u can have him,tau thin walaupun aku kurang kasih syg. hahahha.
aku tak mau. tak kuase. hahahaha.

selamat eh esok. mungkin he start work tmr. tak slh uh. kalau tak pon kedai lain ade org baru. cine. bleh tahan jgak. hahaha. silekan beb!

Labels: FEBRUARY 2009, MAY 2009